The day went off with the company of the couch and the laptop. Watched a movie which was rather totally collection of events happening around 8 ppl who mess up in their relationship choices and finally find it right..Not a very good movie but it was alright...
Calls to friends, sis and mom pretty much made my day and was feeling lot more better after that and one thing that was planned for the day was not even touched. thats the assessment prep, I am already giving my second attempt and does not work without reading but after yesterday I dint feel like getting glued to the book and giving it time as I needed more time for myself to become normal.
It is just crazy sometimes we turn upside down for no strong reasons, it just so happens as long as u r single or alone it does not affect anyone else except for u but when among ppl u r more prone to burst out
for no reason on the company u ve and take the toll on them. Or completely shut out the other person all of sudden from ur life by showing cold shoulders at practically everything..
The other person has no clue of whats happning inside you and starts wondering if he /she is the reason for the bad temper while they are nowhere in the scenario. They feel helpless that they cannot do anything abt the situation..they cannot make u feel normal and get back to wat u r...
At times you are tired of being the nice person to evryone and u just want to behave like any other bad tempered person but circumstances or the ur conscience only does not let u freak out like tat as the effect is gonna be more than the timely satisfaction coming by being out of the way...
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